Love syndrome?

Hello Peeps.Since i have blocked my social life for the next 2 months.Yippe. Some call me insane. Basically i want to sort out some things during this 2 months. Like working on my acting career.I want to fully use these 2 months, to work on my fitness and on my kathak dance as well. I am heading for the Kick boxing next week. For friends who know i have anger management problem.

My boyfriend read my blog yesterday. He was definitely felt very concerned about me. It's like going through a cold turkey. Some of my good friends mentioned that i am subconsciously am falling in love. I suppose i want to believe in that. I admit i have not been myself lately. I have not been sleeping well at all. Always getting up in the wee hours, and forcing myself to sleep back. Forcing myself to read a book. Not helping at all. When have i ever read romantic books? Seriously, I am beginning to.

Whenever i am browsing for a book in the library.I have always avoided romantic books, reading only the thriller or suspense, filled with blood and murder.Never so far have i ever read romantic books at all. I am beginning to love, romantic movies.CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!! Oh god! Told you i name this love syndrome.It's a disease i am telling you. A good disease, i suppose..HAHA. When i asked my good friend, how did you know that you were in love with your boyfriend? She said, "I just know!" with a wide smile. I guess we all have that love. Maybe i do have it. I just been numbing myself. That is why im not letting it get to me. It's not that,my fear has been gone overnight. It is still there. I guess LIGHT, maybe there is always a reason to everything. I wont know it yet. Ok,alright got to go..