Well, another day of boredom. I did nothing much today. As usual, watched late night movies yesterday, woke up late today. I sprained my ankle and it hurts really bad. Could not sleep with that much of pain. Plus, in the whole afternoon i practised my Spanish that's it. I hope to learn, read & speak fluently on Spanish, Italian,Hindi (at last after so long. Felt so arwful that i couldn't even speak this wonderful language to my late nanny Christina) as well as French by end of this year. I was thinking to myself why the hell is my mother so selfish!
Ok, so what if you considered him as your son ( wake up mom, he ain't your son)!Favouritism bullshit! I wished you were just like other mothers, caring, friendly and most importantly understanding. Guess what light, at times I'm so jealous of some of my friends. They have mothers whom they can tell their secrets without being afraid of getting a hard slap on the face.
Please do not come to a conclusion that my mom is a useless. I know that she is working very hard for all of us. But can't she just spent some time with us. Like talk to us! Its annoying when you keep talking about him. What about the other brother of mine? Have you thought about him? Or is it that you don't want to since he's different from all of us? Anyways, i have given up hope that you will change! I'm just going to work towards my dream that's it! Ok that's all for today. Have a nice day!!( I'm sure your day today is way better than mine)
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Not soooo boring day!
To the lovely people out there who have been reading my blog from the beginning, thank you! Well, today i went for a kids central star audition. Went quite ok no doubt i was pretty nervous and all. Hey come on i'm human right. Anyways all i know is that one of the judges is the head of kids central channel, while the other im not too sure. Hopefully i get in, it will definitely help me alot. Finally, I got my GP (graduation results) yipee! With god's grace i got an A. Meena, she lied to me that she got a B. Nah, obviously she got an A, she didnt deserve a B. I will take my revenge on you, meena for sure.
Today, after the audition my sis and i head to causeway to get a few neoprints. We look kinda cool. Especially for my sister, with her new hair cut and all.When , we went to the Mac in Sunplaza,there was this quite good looking guy in the counter, drooling over my sister, and even gave her extra macflurry ice-cream. Can you believe it? Man, even i also don't get those kind of attention.
Plus, i'm really nervous for my sister. Hopefully the NP will call her up for her nursing course as well as she should get into TP too. Hopefully!
I got to watch " Norbit".It was really wacky and funny. No doubt, it was really criticising mainly the fat people, especially when norbit himself have to survive the every day's torture of getting suffocated on bed when his wife sleeps next time. The whole screenplay and the story was alright. Just another touch of eddie murphy. If you ask me which of these movie i prefer between nutty professor or norbit. I'll choose my first choice. So, overall i give a 3/5. But dad didn't agree with me, he gave a 1/5. So unrealistic of him. Come on, the movie wasn't that bad!
Hopefully, everything goes well with my scholarship to get to AU. Oh by the way, i didn't mention to meena, about the audition. Hope to tell her soon though. Hopefully, she gets a job as soon as possible. Plus, did i tell u light that my dearest friend S, has a boyfriend. Ok he looks ok.Hopefully, she's happy with him. Even though, for the continuous persuasion on "Be single! It rocks!" girls just do not understand that most guys wants sex and for some company or to use a girl as a bait for his sadistic actions. PS: TO ALL THE GUYS OUT THERE! NO OFFENCE BUT IT IS TRUE!"However, I'm sure there are some good guys out there who either get married off to average looking girls or turn out to be gays. sobs!
Ok, I'm really tired! Will update to you soon! Nites.
Today, after the audition my sis and i head to causeway to get a few neoprints. We look kinda cool. Especially for my sister, with her new hair cut and all.When , we went to the Mac in Sunplaza,there was this quite good looking guy in the counter, drooling over my sister, and even gave her extra macflurry ice-cream. Can you believe it? Man, even i also don't get those kind of attention.
Plus, i'm really nervous for my sister. Hopefully the NP will call her up for her nursing course as well as she should get into TP too. Hopefully!
I got to watch " Norbit".It was really wacky and funny. No doubt, it was really criticising mainly the fat people, especially when norbit himself have to survive the every day's torture of getting suffocated on bed when his wife sleeps next time. The whole screenplay and the story was alright. Just another touch of eddie murphy. If you ask me which of these movie i prefer between nutty professor or norbit. I'll choose my first choice. So, overall i give a 3/5. But dad didn't agree with me, he gave a 1/5. So unrealistic of him. Come on, the movie wasn't that bad!
Hopefully, everything goes well with my scholarship to get to AU. Oh by the way, i didn't mention to meena, about the audition. Hope to tell her soon though. Hopefully, she gets a job as soon as possible. Plus, did i tell u light that my dearest friend S, has a boyfriend. Ok he looks ok.Hopefully, she's happy with him. Even though, for the continuous persuasion on "Be single! It rocks!" girls just do not understand that most guys wants sex and for some company or to use a girl as a bait for his sadistic actions. PS: TO ALL THE GUYS OUT THERE! NO OFFENCE BUT IT IS TRUE!"However, I'm sure there are some good guys out there who either get married off to average looking girls or turn out to be gays. sobs!
Ok, I'm really tired! Will update to you soon! Nites.
Friday, February 16, 2007
Life's boring still...
Hi light, another day of boredom. Although, the reunion with my ex-classmates back in CSS was great. The frisbee game really tired me. I guess after a year or so of no training i really lost my stamina. Saw Azimah with her boyfriend. They are compatible and a cute couple though.Hopefully they will invite me to their wedding on the 4th of Jan 2015 (if i could remember the date that anna said aloud). When I stepped into CSS, that old feeling, the memories of being a secondary school student is still vivid in my mind. Although, i have no such memories of my primary school. Sometimes i wonder, whether my friends do know who I really am. They don't. I guess i have lied about my character to all expect one friend Meena. The rest just don't know me. They don't know. My sister even until now tells me can u imagine if your friends comes to know exactly what your character is i'm sure they will never take you as a boredom. I just gave a half smile. Anyways, back at the reunion, that stupid faizal said aloud "Leasha is fat," i'm not fat for heavens sake. Is a 43kg weight,considered fat to you? Come on! Haiz, even though he dyed his hair brown, he still never changed a bit, still the same old childish acts. Kinda scared though on the arrangement of my degree. Hopefully, everything will settle by end of this year, for me to leave to AU by next year. I am sure going to miss everyone back here though. Today's Supernatural drama, was amazing.Can't wait for the other dramas, like "ugly betty," my fav "Lost," and etc. Ok then, that's all for today will update to you more.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
The world today!
Every year, every day, every minute even until this very second, a person is either taking their last breath, dying, or cheating or lieing to his/her partner, or begging from god for mercy that he has sinned, or even a doctor not paying attention to a lady's cries when she screams "Please don't remove his organs," even without much persuasion the doctor proceeds the operation just because the man who is brain dead did not opt out from taking out his organs when he was alive.
Can u imagine, if you attend your father's funeral to only seeing a dough lying in the coffin ( a body without organs) how would u feel? Angry against the whole medical department ? You would be wondering which hospital would do such a thing? You'll be surprised when I say that this has been happening in Singapore, in our very own Spore's General Hospital.
On the feb 14th 2007, mindyourbody TheStraittimes paper, published an article "Breaking the Bad News,"talks about how a family of a brain dead man had to beg the doctors not to remove the man's organs. Mr Sim Tee Hua was 43 years old and his family was praying for a miracle that he would somehow wake up again. Apparently, his family had to beg on their knees, last week to not to do the harvesting of organs as they were wheeling the body into the operating theatre. How is it possible that the medical doctors could do this? They are not supposed to do any harvesting of organs to the body be it alive or brain dead until the family has given any form of permission. What kind of stupid act is this? When the doctors were questioned, they simply said that Mr Sim had not opted out that he does not want to donate his organs, as such after 24 hours the doctors proceeded with the operation. Why is our medical department this merciless? If the same doctor had his loved one brain dead, and he/she did not opt out and immediate harvesting have to be done, how would he feel?
The best part is even after the operation, the family did not get any value/compensation for each of the organ. However, when the same liver goes to a very sick private patient who needs the liver badly, he has to pay $150,000, to $200,000 to the hospital. Who gains, the hospital don't u think? Don't you wonder that the hospital really knows how to eat people's money. What kind of world today has become? Upon reading the article, I was really furious. I wonder what if the lower income groups are not aware of this whole opting out thing, they would have to beg just like the relatives and family of Mr Sim. I sympathise and feel the pain that they are going through. I hope the government would look into this matter. Plus the media in Singapore should publicize about this matter even more.
Anyways, I'm kinda worried about my sister. Whether she will get into the courses of diploma of biochemical sciences, psychology or nursing. Hope God will answer my prayers. Wish her luck.
GTG! Will update to you about my life soon until then bye for now.
Can u imagine, if you attend your father's funeral to only seeing a dough lying in the coffin ( a body without organs) how would u feel? Angry against the whole medical department ? You would be wondering which hospital would do such a thing? You'll be surprised when I say that this has been happening in Singapore, in our very own Spore's General Hospital.
On the feb 14th 2007, mindyourbody TheStraittimes paper, published an article "Breaking the Bad News,"talks about how a family of a brain dead man had to beg the doctors not to remove the man's organs. Mr Sim Tee Hua was 43 years old and his family was praying for a miracle that he would somehow wake up again. Apparently, his family had to beg on their knees, last week to not to do the harvesting of organs as they were wheeling the body into the operating theatre. How is it possible that the medical doctors could do this? They are not supposed to do any harvesting of organs to the body be it alive or brain dead until the family has given any form of permission. What kind of stupid act is this? When the doctors were questioned, they simply said that Mr Sim had not opted out that he does not want to donate his organs, as such after 24 hours the doctors proceeded with the operation. Why is our medical department this merciless? If the same doctor had his loved one brain dead, and he/she did not opt out and immediate harvesting have to be done, how would he feel?
The best part is even after the operation, the family did not get any value/compensation for each of the organ. However, when the same liver goes to a very sick private patient who needs the liver badly, he has to pay $150,000, to $200,000 to the hospital. Who gains, the hospital don't u think? Don't you wonder that the hospital really knows how to eat people's money. What kind of world today has become? Upon reading the article, I was really furious. I wonder what if the lower income groups are not aware of this whole opting out thing, they would have to beg just like the relatives and family of Mr Sim. I sympathise and feel the pain that they are going through. I hope the government would look into this matter. Plus the media in Singapore should publicize about this matter even more.
Anyways, I'm kinda worried about my sister. Whether she will get into the courses of diploma of biochemical sciences, psychology or nursing. Hope God will answer my prayers. Wish her luck.
GTG! Will update to you about my life soon until then bye for now.
Part 1
Dear Light,
Well, it is my first time writing in a blog.Kinda excitied though.Actuali i would dare say that this ain't my first, i forgot my the other blog.Don't really care about it anymore though.Anyways, it is a new a beginning for me. Nothing much in my life right now. Trust I'm sure yours is much better than mine when u wish to continue to read my blog. I am going to be 18 this year. Never had a boyfriend, dun even like the word LOVE, i dun get to go out and hang out with my friends often, overall u can sum up my life to a one word description. "BOREDOM." No further questions asked, on why my life is like that.
I have just compeleted my diploma planning to move on to a degree in arts or communication and media. Hopefully, everything goes well and I can achieve my dream of becoming an actress. When my sister Norusha, asked me " why dun you have a blog of yourself, atleast you would be able to vent your anger and frustration of how lonely and boring you are". I told her " why should anyone have a blog to express their opinions and tell others of how lonely and depressed their lives are? dun they have a life or a journal atleast? Anyone who has a blog needs to get an appointment with a shrink" I laughed. So ironic. Anyways, got nothing much to talk about right now to you light, but will get back to you soon. nites.
Well, it is my first time writing in a blog.Kinda excitied though.Actuali i would dare say that this ain't my first, i forgot my the other blog.Don't really care about it anymore though.Anyways, it is a new a beginning for me. Nothing much in my life right now. Trust I'm sure yours is much better than mine when u wish to continue to read my blog. I am going to be 18 this year. Never had a boyfriend, dun even like the word LOVE, i dun get to go out and hang out with my friends often, overall u can sum up my life to a one word description. "BOREDOM." No further questions asked, on why my life is like that.
I have just compeleted my diploma planning to move on to a degree in arts or communication and media. Hopefully, everything goes well and I can achieve my dream of becoming an actress. When my sister Norusha, asked me " why dun you have a blog of yourself, atleast you would be able to vent your anger and frustration of how lonely and boring you are". I told her " why should anyone have a blog to express their opinions and tell others of how lonely and depressed their lives are? dun they have a life or a journal atleast? Anyone who has a blog needs to get an appointment with a shrink" I laughed. So ironic. Anyways, got nothing much to talk about right now to you light, but will get back to you soon. nites.
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