Well, another day of boredom. I did nothing much today. As usual, watched late night movies yesterday, woke up late today. I sprained my ankle and it hurts really bad. Could not sleep with that much of pain. Plus, in the whole afternoon i practised my Spanish that's it. I hope to learn, read & speak fluently on Spanish, Italian,Hindi (at last after so long. Felt so arwful that i couldn't even speak this wonderful language to my late nanny Christina) as well as French by end of this year. I was thinking to myself why the hell is my mother so selfish!
Ok, so what if you considered him as your son ( wake up mom, he ain't your son)!Favouritism bullshit! I wished you were just like other mothers, caring, friendly and most importantly understanding. Guess what light, at times I'm so jealous of some of my friends. They have mothers whom they can tell their secrets without being afraid of getting a hard slap on the face.
Please do not come to a conclusion that my mom is a useless. I know that she is working very hard for all of us. But can't she just spent some time with us. Like talk to us! Its annoying when you keep talking about him. What about the other brother of mine? Have you thought about him? Or is it that you don't want to since he's different from all of us? Anyways, i have given up hope that you will change! I'm just going to work towards my dream that's it! Ok that's all for today. Have a nice day!!( I'm sure your day today is way better than mine)
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