Tuesday, May 13, 2008

I need to let go

Hey light and peeps. It's been a while for me since i updated.Although it seems to be a decade. Alot of in speakable things has happened over this week that i don't wish to share. Anyways, i am still in my greatest book escapism adventure. As i am reading each of the book, I am trying to relate every single book back to my life. As i flip each of the page, the smell of lavender on certain pages ,while others the patches of spilled coffee. I wonder who the previous reader was? And why this book? As i am reading a specific paragraph, did you my previous reader cry just like how i did? What made you want to read it? Just a liking,a hobby or maybe shares a certain familiarity with me, an insane idea of switch.Do the writer and i share the same thoughts or am i manipulated to think the same way as you do, my wonderful saviour?

You know i am absolutely grateful and have no regrets of choosing this adventure. Because i actually relate my life to it.And i realised that it's just the beginning of a change. I am lost in this trail of books.

About my exercise regim, i have lost 5kg from my previous weight of 45kg. However, i have learned to eat right and understand that by skipping meals it will never be healthy for me.

I am back to reading.Catch up with you soon.

BTW, A SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO MY GOOD FRIEND WITH THE UNFORGETTABLE LAUGHTER , JANICE (13TH MAY) !!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGHNUT !! A SMACKDOWN ADVANCE GREETING TO ANOTHER GOOD FRIEND OF MINE, THE ONE WITH THE ALL SO MIXED UP YET NICELY WORN , MAY( 25th MAY). HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHIPPED CREAM!!!

Missed you girls. I can't wait to meet up with you and have a blast at our favourite hangout, The Mind's Cafe. Ok, alright we're not going to have those candles and will definitely keep in mind not to burn down the cafe. Although, i secretly hope to see the china guy again. I wonder what will be his reaction when he hears that we are having another birthday celebration.YIKES, THEY'RE BACK.RUN!!! I am sure as we girls step into the cafe, if the boss remembers, they might panic. I wonder do they have a warning alarm zone just to remind them of our existence? Maybe some anxiety attacks.Just like how any mother will feel,the fear, whenever she leaves her child alone in her room.The fear of repetition: the child giggling and jumping up and down in joy as he/she scribbles gibberish on the mother's painted wall with her lipstick.NO!!! The Cafe boss, i bestow you Mr Grumpy, must have nicknamed us as the destroyers or the bloodsucking group? or have they banned celebrations right after our fiesco...haha..I wonder. Missed Annie though. i wonder what might she be doing in Vietnam right now.

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I'm a total boredom thats what i think about myself as most oftenly. I'm an outgoing person, always giving a listening ear ,optimistic at times but most of the time doubtful.Thats abt it..u gotta find out abt me yourself more just by reading my blog as often as you can.