New term, New problems!

Hey peeps & light.I know it has been quite some time since i updated my blog.I'm not going to say sorry!Been busy juggling school and so many other things at the same time. I had my first acting shot,in vasantham central for the drama mudivu. Haiz, so sucky! Seriously, can you imagine having a high fever, bad cough, bad hair day, and have to speak Tamil for the first time on television.Rekha and viknesh the vasantham star finalists were nice to speak to, although i was not comfortable in speaking to them.Like duh, since im not familiar with them, plus my throat was killing me by the minute.I still remember the anxiety i had when i was uttered the first sentence.The anxiety of not saying the words, clearly.I so sucked.Plus it's featuring next week, Tuesday!I'm so dead! Minutes ago, i was telling my aunt.After the world, has seen the episode, i am sure going to hide myself under the blanket and will definitely skip classes for a week.Shit, why of all days did i had to be sick for that week.My character is Sharon,a married women ( god, when was i married!LOL. To think that the technician was my "husband", and my mother-in law is my aunty's mother), whose brother-in-law(Vignesh) is staying in my close friend's house (rekha).She comes to my house, and the scene is between her and me in a casual conversation.

Light, i am so going to go invisible after the show appears on TV.Wear huge glasses, mess up my hair, and appear as retarded as i can.Maybe buy some Dracula teeth or something.Wear more eyeliner, have some fake dark circles. I walk zig zag. I don't know.I'll do anything to make myself look horrendous to the extend that no indian will recognise me, come up to me & look at me in disgust and shoot me with vulgar words."oi, enna lah eppadi act pennai!!Like so sucky!) Haiz, i hope no peep, will recognise me.I hope i look good at least not made a blunder on TV.Hey, but i know i tried my best even though i was very sick.

This month, has been dreadful.My await for my exam results is scaring me to death. When i think about every time, it gives me goosebumps.To top it off, there has been a new love blossom.Not me, the someone.Like i said peeps, i am not revealing anything too personal on my blog.(clearing my throat).Haiz, i am drowned in sorrow. My life sucks. But i know that everything will be fine.Sooner i hope.Hope, phew, yeah right!"Hope" a word of excuse.Anyways, the shoot for the scene, was held, by my parent's decision, My aunty's place.Though, the producer Lavanya suggested my house, due to some reason, my parent's said "No."

When i told meena, about the shoot, she was like talking to me in doubt.She thought i lied to her.Haiz!!Anyways, gotta go, have to do research and come up with a survey for the freaking magazine project.I bet you freaking people are having a better life than me.